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4/16/10 02:13 pm - WOOOAAHH *SCREAMS*

 

WOAAAHHHHS!!!!!! *Screams*  I CANT SEE

DIE !!! im DAMM HYPE !!!! i swear no more electro, housemusic for me !!!  My heart feels like its gonna Burst (pop) out from my chest !!! Freak!!! 

Im so  high that..,i think im going bonkers.. i just turned around and look at the other staffies and they gave the damm hardcore working face and here i am blasting music. When i think about this i just smiled at myself retardedly !!! someone save me !!!

A deep sorry to those that i am harrasing on msn now ! still !! WOOAAAH!!!


4/14/10 02:33 pm - WOAH

wooah!

can anyone out there tell me what to do? i seriously think im suffering from ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) and yes its not a sexually transmitted dieases. no idea what is it go www.google.com.
according to some website ive read they said to avoid coffee , tea and sugared drinks. well done . without them i feel zombified !

WIth drinks      = filled with energy = energetic = cant concentrate too hyper
without drinks = no energy             =restless     = too tired to do work


seriously FML!

My life is so so damm interesting all of a sudden i swear. My mum said planning is good and helps you to be able to make full use of your time to complete ur job. well.. thats bull. i planned to finish all my work on 28th of April thus i was lepaking at work doing things real slowly. Then just yesterday my supervisor told me "congrats Kerwin our presentation is pushed forward to next week" HOHO merry x mas !!!

300 data to find per field. got at least 3 fields to fill up, 2 to 3 access report to generate and presentation to be done by friday. *starts hallucinating people singing in the background "gods blessing you now ! gods blessing you now !!! gods blessing you know!" *

so let me say a short prayer for myself and all those that are suffering the same bullshit as me. so lets calm our hearts down and make a short prayer.

Dear XXXXX,

 Today i come into your grace with my ass on the chair and i hope you will bless me with everlasting strength to stop LJING AND FBING AND TWITTERING AND DO MY WORK.

 

amen!


4/13/10 01:37 pm - random

misses and loves

How long has it been since you have known your friends that are still sticking by to you now. when was the last time which you said you love them and am glad to hell to having them as your friend?

well for me its been ages i swear !

For me, its been about 3 to 4 years since i have gotten to know some friends that have stood by me through thick and thin
(now now no pervert thought guys) im sure we have arguements among each other but the impt thing is we are still together =)

Can u guys remember the days when we were in sec 3 or some in sec 2, hanging out at pasir ris, compass, hougang mall pretending that the whole world owes us a living resulting us in having no worries no nothing just pure hardcore fun! BUGIS Fountain , 1 word to describe the joy we had there, PRICELESS!. *looks at zg drop your specs somemore!!*
  (one friend of my drop his specs into the fountain causing it to be shut down for 30 mins well done!)

From those joyful moments, to those where we cried and emo on the phone about our R/S problems! look back at them now you will feel sad or pain no more instead you will feel a warm fuzz in your hearts knowing that someone was there for you in time of need.

Clubing events, god those were a swell of a fun ! how many of you can boast to your friend  that you were one of the pioneers in underage clubbing events? well we can ^^ !

At this stage of my life, i would give anything to just go back to those days. where our laughter could be heard almost everywhere !! If i am telling this story on how i spend my time with anyone know i am sure to break down with tears flooding the whole of china.

( so fuck the theory of "if every china pok shed one tear sg will drown. instead go with," with one emotional man in Singapore, China can be swimming with the fishies! " )

i just want to end it all with this weakness we all have plenty,strength we have little (together it wil be strong) but love for each other we are plenty ! If theres any dismay we have with each other, lets talk it out =) accept each other for that fault that *THE PERSON UPSTAIRS* has built us with and we will be unstoppable ^^.
 

I know that all of us are busy, but try to allocate time for each other alright ^^ . * stfu la kerwin speak for yourself can*
yup i know cant u see i always try to spare sometime with you guys =( i will put in an effort to at least meetu guys up once in 2 weeks though i know thats not good enough =(.

okay !

 

I love you all (Zhiguo,Damien,Boon SIang,Brendon,Christine,Zenith,Sam,Pearl,Theresa,Angela,Mich,Amanda)  to the max !!!!! <3  

(Names according to bday HOPE I GOT IT RIGHT )

 

love !


2/23/10 04:49 pm - i didnt mean !

One song to describe my entire feelings A lonely september. =)

1/26/10 01:58 am - i wont tell you i love you if i dont mean it

 

exams are coming.. and here i am fbing my life away..

and seriously fml i stepped on cat doodle today.. bloody hell...
how lucky can i possibly get?? =(

Kerwin Lew Guowei ! WAKE UP ! start mugging.. please...

kerwin feels lonely now =(

1/24/10 11:04 pm - im so available !

 hi world !

kerwin got no girlfriend and got no obligation

HA !

anywayz party at wavehouse ystd was awesome !

drink drank high ! (BFF DIED)*winks*

Guys lets all live for one motto !

lim ka toh (drink till drunk)


Exams in 2 weeks woo hoo !!

time to mug hard and lim ka toh !

 

1/23/10 02:04 pm - there's always gonna be a another mountain

 

Exams are coming !! SCREAM !!!!!

 

kerwin why are you never satisfied???
Why are you always hungry for new things?
sighs... Kerwin one day you will appreciate what you have ! =)
 

1/8/10 02:18 am - what are we supposed to do?

Dear mr livejournal,

one year passed. congrats kerwin u just turned 19.. how awesome can it possibly get?

one year more closer to NS
one year more closer to Greater responsiblity
one year more closer to marraige
one year more closer to total domination to wife
one year more closer to DEATH

well! kerwin is not biass so heres the perks to growing up one year older

one year more closer to going to attica (guys age limit 25)
one year more closer to going to gothem (age limit 21)
one year more closer to getting girls (girls say im too young for them)
one year more closer to entering heaven (IF I CAN MAKE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE)

enough of one year more thingy.. getting irritating.

Well to sum up the activity for this whole week.
one word.....
AWESOME !!!!

Sat - drinking with clique
sunday- sleeping
monday - birthday celebration with family and guys
tues - school
wed - dio fine and zouk ^.^
thurs - stoning

kerwin u are changing.... please put a halt to it asap please thanks

awesome love u kerwin

what am i to do without kerwin?

love,
kerwin

12/29/09 02:51 pm - shalala

dear journal,

my heart goes shalala shalala in the morning !

my days seems to be starting off well !

KERWIN I LOVE YOU ! dont leave me kerwin !

Awesome,
kerwin

12/29/09 12:59 am - what do do!?

today is the 29th dec. 2 more days to new yrs eve 6 more days to my birthday.
Dear journal,

My birthday is coming and im suppose to be all hyped up? but instead i lost count. i cleanly forgotten about my birthday cuz i have no mood to celebrate i guess. will be a quiet birthday for me.
KARMA might have slapped me in the face.

Nothing seems to be right. Feelings all mixed up.

THERE SOMETHING IN MY LIFE THAT IS MISSING. WTF IS MISSING!! SOMEONE tell me please. =(

Thats it. Enough of feeling so emo. HIt the bed and everything will be fine thats what people tell me.

. TO prove my theory right. i have no fuckin idea what im typing. too lazy to edit, too lazy to correct .

Fuck
My
Life

AWESOME,
KERWIN
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