kerferwinfin

exams are coming.. and here i am fbing my life away..

and seriously fml i stepped on cat doodle today.. bloody hell...
how lucky can i possibly get?? =(

Kerwin Lew Guowei ! WAKE UP ! start mugging.. please...

kerwin feels lonely now =(

 hi world !

kerwin got no girlfriend and got no obligation

HA !

anywayz party at wavehouse ystd was awesome !

drink drank high ! (BFF DIED)*winks*

Guys lets all live for one motto !

lim ka toh (drink till drunk)


Exams in 2 weeks woo hoo !!

time to mug hard and lim ka toh !

Exams are coming !! SCREAM !!!!!

kerwin why are you never satisfied???
Why are you always hungry for new things?
sighs... Kerwin one day you will appreciate what you have ! =)
 

Where should i go from here?
to the right of to the left?

who am i?
am i stil the kerwin i once knew?

can anyone hear my sos?? anyone?

Went to chomp chomp and realised it was like wooosh FUCKIN CROWDED!!! so we decided to just head down to some place where we can just slack and play pool or something.. walked walked walked... and we ended up at liquid kitchen. coincidentally i saw REUBEN !! who won the mr sexy voice award! what are the odds man,, haha !!!

okay ah ! overall day was quite enjoyable especially the crapping part awesome !!! tee hee!!!

3rd October 2009

Am suppose to go to sentosa to work. but wtf!?!??!?1/ sore throat.. severe problem.. speech disorder !!! damm ! oh well.. now just siting at home playing dota....








 

Me has no phone.!! Thanks for zoe for lending your phone to muah.. but it spoiled =) still appreciate it =) thanks !!!

tee hee !!!!

*starts singing "how could you be so heartless!?!?!?!?!?!?" *


TATA Z!
 

KARMA slapped me in the face once again.

 *runs runs runs* *phone gone*

FML !

no mood.


prays that my phone is better off with the new owner! =(

dont treat my phone badly please =( <3 u phone !!

*CRIES*


KARMA is a bitch !
 

here i go staring at my msn contact once again wishing for someone to talk to me

But no... nothing ever happens and i wonder... pompompom. i wonder how i wonder i wonder wonder wonder where they are all that i can see is just another msn list.

* poof* flash sucks !!! im dying dying dying =( Voice from somwhere" stop whining la kerwin !!!!!" WTF im hearing things.. paranoia !!

can u imagine me doing flash!?!?!?!?!? guys ask me to draw a men. i will smile and draw a stickman and say i have dont my best i have no regrets i swear !!dont believe shall show u one of my best picture






i know i know freaking godlike !!!  artist ! freaking good !!!

oh well time for me to go dl photoshop trial version and try to work some magic tml ! =)

see ya !!

P.S do comment if u are reading this i BEG U !!!!!!!
 

im gonna train up now !

who wanna be my test  subjects plz tell me =)

one word to describe. AWESOME !!
 When first stepped into rebel for the night totally turned off, tons of sussage and freaking packed *screams sussage feast*
at about 12, was squeezing just to have a small space to move it.

However when it hit 1.55am (according to phone)
The mood totally changed when the song i got a feeling was played
Speakers blasting, friends smiling and getting funky
what more can u possibly ask for?
girls are important in clubs ! but not grinding. guys and girls just chilling/ dancing tgt awesome feelings
what a night it was i was tired but GEE totally worth it ! ! its been like forever since i enjoyed myself in a club! =)

P.S if any there are girls who wans to go clubbing and doesnt want to get grind by guys, feel free to call this hotline 97567127. 

On a freaking random note. it been nice to meet zoe again. it has been like close to one year since we actually went out and stuff. stupid dao girl i think she seriously deserve to die !!! you owe me big time for saving u zoe ! *winks*

DONT JEALOUS PLZ =)

P.S if any there are girls who wans to go clubbing and doesnt want to get grind by guys, feel free to call this hotline 97567127. 

moving on.

20th september 2009
Been a freaking boring day. woke up at 2 dota.... till like now.
i swear when u have such a great time in the morning the rest of the day seems so dull and boring.
Currently asking that bloody zg to come over and he doesnt wans..(cuz his too lazy) =(
should have asked zoe to continue scaring him ystd. HEHEHE

*poof* till the next day i feel worthy to post!!

 hi people !!! life has been tough for me this few days.... but days like this just makes me wonder about things about maybe what i call life....

Has anyone actually wondered wtf am i doing on this god forsaken planet? anyone??? If you have thought of this before, u are definately not alone!!!! Because this dumb question has been popping in and out of my mind like some ping pong ball man... freaky...i know!!!! 

Are we here to lead our life as an actor? any one guilty of being an actor trying to win the star awards, golden horse and the oscars?? some of u might think bloody hell wtf is kerwin talking about sia... i mean just ask yourself this questions are u guilty of wanting to satisfy everyone, trying to blend in with the newest "in" thing, wanting to be cool? if u say no, there are 2 outcome either you are lying or  u have gotten rid of all the earthly desire If thats the case its timefor u to shut down ur com and run to the temple and stay there.

Where is our simple and carefree life that we used to have in the past and i mean really the past. Just having enough food to eat, enjoying quality times with your love ones and not worrying much about anything compared to the super hectic life that we lead now. Some say they need to lead the hectic life to gain self accomplishment but i bet to differ. I am pretty sure there are other ways to feel great about yourself or "accomplished". Are Big cars, big house, high position jobs the only way to make yourself feel that u have accomplished something in life or is it used to prove to others that u have accomplished something??  Just imagine if u take all the cash away, all the cars,house and everything away and there u are  a CEO of a company (u have worked ur ass for like 10 yrs to get to the position) and theres other person B who is just a clerk  and both of u are equally paid and stuff will u feel so accomplish? From what i think, i find that its just the prestige that "powers" our self accomplishment.  (for this anyone have any diff opinion or stuff plz do correcct me )

Though i have said much, i am guilty of all the worldly desires... so yeah life sucks.. fuck my life !
 

Erm i got to go already because i am the so called " OVERALL TEAM LEADER" so yeah. bz bz bye!

went to class,class ended, left class straight away. Why dont socialise sia kerwin? uhh.. scared of them la... what if dio dao by them !?!?!? wah forget it la...sobs

so yeah guess its gonna be like this?

Thank goodness ive got a cool friend yo!!! and tt friend is hsin to the rui! without her accompnying me for break.. *faints* i think i will die..
(kerwin hates to eat alone) so yeah ah!!! just spend the next few hours being.. LAME but laughing asses off..

then went to met my old classmates in their lecture.. wah emo u know!!! see all of them so happy, cheerful joking with each other, wish i have got them in my class. =( seriously filled with hatred for nyp...

FUCK NI LA NYP !!!!!!
 

today was a very crappy day.. went to class late as usual.. saw class timetable wrongly...

entered class 20 mins late... no place to sit...

then sat down to two enthu students... but they are quite nice la.. but abit too enthu. and the other one was damm cold..

i hope some miracle will happen. =( i miss my old class .. sobs sobs.. !!!

but oh well..... what to do .., survival of the fittest? but guess what...

aft class listen to cats the musical on my i touch and i was smiling my way back !!! it was like i lived in a world of my own loved tt feeling !

*selfish but care so much also dio zham in the sai kang no point la *